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Thu, Aug. 7th, 2003, 12:58 am
stephbaltimore: [x] i try..this is my best shot [x]

crumbled up photographs and heartbreak on the floor
prints offs of a lost love and empty promises scream as the phone rings
sales, bills, and broken things. what the hell is happening?
crashing forward, falling backward
which way is up and how do I go down?
living each day in a memory of when you and i jumped and fell
all that’s left is my broken bones and the laceration left on my heart


was this all part of the fall?
i scream out to you and my heart falls from my grasps
you stare at my open wounds, your troubled mind defeats you
you see the sign from your dark side
"please step here and break with pleasure"
your eyes they close and the pain rushes through my body
here are all the parts to me, bend and brake what you please


you may not remember a thing, but hey i remember it well
nights of spoken feelings, but what’s its worth now?
tragedy of a lost soul, trying to find home
the waves crash here, so I tried to move closer to shore
you shed your light for my view
so I closed my eyes and ended bruised
"please discard me, for I meant nothing to you"

Wed, Aug. 6th, 2003, 07:48 pm
slayerlovex: New Community!

Just pimping my new community for the new Fox television series The O.C.!



If you watched and enjoyed the show, do join ASAP!

Mon, Aug. 4th, 2003, 11:10 pm
whoaminobody: You Never Loved Me (song/poem)

all that I see is you
all that I want is you
all that I feel is love for you

I'm just walkin' down this lonely road
with my head hung down
tears droppin' on the ground
from you
no one seems to care
everyone just wants to stare
no one seems to see
all the pain that I feel is from you

You broke my heart
you decided to rip it apart
out my chest
and dropped on the ground
How could you do this to me
all I ever did was you want to love me

[exhales softly]
all that I see is you
all that I want is you
all that I feel is love for you
but I tried to tell you
I just hope and show you
but you never did come through
I couldn't tell if you ever felt the same as me
So here I am
sitting alone in this cold bar
alone and wanting you
mummbling this song to myself
because it's all I got
to remember you by
besides this deep whole I have inside

[sighs heavily]
[spoken: And so...]
all that I see is you
all that I want is love from you
all that I need to feel
is you beside me
with your arms wrapped tightly
hug and kiss me
but that will never be
because you never loved me
O-o-oh
because you never loved me

LMF 04 Aug 2003

Mon, Aug. 4th, 2003, 06:21 pm
comfortchaos: (no subject)

WORDs DANCE (www.wordsdance.com)
is now seeking poetry, prose and art for the fall issue and issues there after.
Send 3-5 poems in the body of an e-mail to:
wordsdance@hotmail.com

Enjoy the summer issue,
Amanda Oaks, Editor.

Tue, Jul. 29th, 2003, 01:22 pm
whoaminobody: Ft. Wayne Tattoos

Diary Entry that explains it all.~liz~

You're the only one whose seen through my mask, my facade -thank you
You are the first and only
You see me under my many layers of wrapping
You see me and that is all I've ever wanted
Someone to see the REAL me underneath
thank you
No one can see me but only potential
few look to the present
only the future and you don't
You only see here and no

What a gift and a curse
Do you plan for the future, friend?
No
you don't plan
afraif it won't come or shall change
am I right so far?
You are not afraid to face death
but you refuse to accept it
strange isn't it?

And so I dedicate this song of OUR friendship to you:
"I wanna be there" by Blessid Union of Soul
Won't you let me catch your fall
Won't you let me lend a hand
Those lonely eyes have seen it all
But love's too blind to understand

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

I wanna be there when you're feeling high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonne feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when you're feeling' down
And I'll be there when your head is spinnin' round
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end

You wouldn't know that I was there
Cause I have been there all the time
And if I had my way I'd hold you in my arms
And leave this madness all behind

Cause you got so much to give
But you throw it all away
And all you got to show for who you are is pain

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe in love again

I wanna be there in the pouring rain
I wanna be there when you call my name
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
II wanna be there when I'm outta town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end
Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe again

I wanna be there when your baby cries
I wanna be there when they tell you lies
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when your nights are long
And when you're feeling like you don't belong
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

I'm gonna be there in the morning
I'm gonna be there in the night
I'm gonna be there to make you strong when
you're tired
I'm gonne be there when you want me
I wanna be there when you don't
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

Do me a favor and don't make it a lie.

LMF 26/27 Jul 2003

Tue, Jul. 29th, 2003, 01:20 pm
whoaminobody: No title to express this poem

I'm tired of feelin' lonely
I'm tired of not feelin' loved
It's not right
it's not fair
am I the only one who cares?
am I the only one that seems to experience all these things?
I'm told that it's normal
then I'm told that it's not
so many opinions to choose from
which shall I pick today?
which shall affect the outcome of my day?
loneliness?
unloved?
remembering what love felt like then realizing you lost it?
tell me
tell me beacuse all else seem to want to control my life
why should you be any different?

LMF 26 July 2003

Tue, Jul. 29th, 2003, 01:19 pm
whoaminobody: Saint Pactrick's day in May

look me in the eye
tell me you don't love me
tell me in your voice
with your words
then send me crashing down
ruin me to the core
scare me to complete fear of ever able to love again
of ever able to recieve love
let me be in so many useless relationships that may cause me to miss Mr. Right
you say you love me
but I don't feel it
I cannot hear it in your voice
Why?
Have you stopped trying, stopped caring that much for me?
Leave me hanging on by a thread that keeps getting weaker and weaker by each passing day
soon there shall be nothing left to hang on by
soon I'll just stop listening to your I love you's
soon I'll just fall apart
unravel at the seems from you
you don't seem to care except to be rid of me
at least with well-developed grades too
So please ---
I beg of you
look me in the eye
and just says those four words
so I can stop waiting to die
and do so
from you

LMF 26/27 July 2003

Fri, Jul. 18th, 2003, 03:13 pm
whoaminobody: Evidence of the Past

I know, I know....POST SOMETHIN' LIZ! OY! So, I am and it's my latest piece and I've gotten good reviews from many others. I hope I get a few from her. This poem will make you think...I hope. ;)
~liz~


I look in the mirror
and there is the evidence of my past
there are the scars
the burns
the bruises
that show where I've been
who i've been with
and sometimes even why

I look in the mirror
and I can see the wrinkles
the freckles
the changes of age
and sun damage on my skin
this is also evidence of my past

I look in the mirror
and see my eyes
notice their colors
the changes in them
the coloration has changes
barely noticable except to me
evidence is so there
but few ever look to see it

The lines around my eyes show age and laughter
the dimples around my lips
also show age and laughter
question is: how much?

If a picture says a thousand words
then how many does a reflection speak?
You can be absoluitely honest and still lie.
Memories change from day to day, year to year
there is no evidence in memories
just...pictures...implanted things
things your short term memory placed into your long

I look into the mirror
seeing myself as I am now
not then
not anymore
that person has left me
whether they are to be found
I don't know
Do you?

LMF July 04, 2003

Wed, Jul. 16th, 2003, 08:01 pm
ph4tkid: untitled #420[ourweddingday]

in all my dreams the soundtrack helps to hide the seems
of everything worth hoping for and all thats been
helter skelter molded by this aural means
beautifully misplaced in short term memory

she must have been a victim in inner visions
her lies justified by synthesized collisions
and a love slowly eroded by attrition
in that respect i understand her decisions

but i cannot, nay i will not, be the aggressor
only within her mind am i the oppressor
for not once did i apply a hint of pressure
no, i am just a bad investor

in all my dreams the soundtrack helps to hide the seems
of everything worth hoping for and all thats been
helter skelter molded by this aural means
beautifully misplaced in short term memory

Fri, Jul. 11th, 2003, 02:24 am
ph4tkid: photo manipulation

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